conscious is only for those who are besotted. digging meanings into words that simply do not mean anything or putting some sense into actions that meant really nothing. was it out of desperation for someone to care? or simply a misunderstanding? i wish not to include you into a situation that for an instant i thought was a “mess”. yes, it was. an apple will always be an apple. it is a fruit meant for eating not merely for appreciation. don't think how juicy and sweet it will be when you don't even have the slightest plan of biting into it. a rotten apple is useless, but you can savor its moldy stench. stop looking beyond the obvious. at times we get caught up with our emotions that we failed to use our head. there is a reason why it is located above the heart. while i personally believe in compassion, that the heart is more important than the mind, i still think that it is necessary to use both.
i will always care for you even if you think i am the most unsympathetic person in the world.