Showing posts with label sunset. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sunset. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

I just can't catch up with you

sundown

The summer sun is sinking low;
Only the tree-tops redden and glow:
Only the weathercock on the spire
Of the neighboring church is a flame of fire;
All is in shadow below.

~ HW Longfellow

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In between internalizing Kafka’s Red Peter and Kholer’s Sultan, an insertion of a face always intervenes—that which I have memorized and instinctively got stuck in my head. I tell you, that has been the farthest thing on my mind. The possibility that one day, I will be singing a different tune. I hate changing minds. It keeps me off track, out of focus. I hate liking what I used to deride. I become a walking contradiction of myself. I hate routine but then again, consistency has always been the name of my game.

Tomorrow, I am sure I will be out of tune again.

Friday, January 29, 2010

The message

message from the window


We usually get them from a bottle after being thrown into the vast sea hoping that sometime, somewhere at the other end of the world, someone might find and read it. But that’s only in the movies.

I got mine from a window while watching the sun goes down, leaving its saffron streaks on my face.

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Monday, October 12, 2009

Even the beauty of the sunset does not strike me that much

painful drops

Work has gotten three-fourth of my life.

I long for the word “linger” which I could not enjoy now. Everything has to be done immediately. Everything must be settled at certain deadline. I could not even find a sufficient time for a decent entry to post. I kept forgetting I have a blog.

I wanted to tell you stories. Write so much. Tell you about this "little things" that play inside my head every now and then. I wanted to tell you about this "friend" that has been keeping me awake in the middle of the night all because of a single phrase he told me. I wanted to organize and tell. But even my weary brain would not cooperate.

I miss my days in the sunset. I miss my solitude. Holyshit, my hands are shaking again.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

From the ground

from the ground

A lot of things have been happening lately, mostly about work, and I always feel like stretching the time just to accommodate everything that I need to do for the day.

I feel like I am always on the ground, lying and languidly sinking. Can someone pull me out?!

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I will have my first food photoshoot tomorrow. I would like to thank Oggie for the tips. I appreciate it a lot.

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“you were there
a few breath away from me
catching glimpses
has been an annoying habit
I think my face flush
an awful lots of time.”

Heck, why did you have to say that we are “a love team” when I knew all along that you meant nothing by it but an awful attempt to joke around. And you said it in the most awkward moment. In front of your dad and a bunch of “strangers”. Woot.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Ode to “my” Sunset

sunset with a boatman


an arresting orb—
a delicate red, in deep orange,
and fading yellow
from the shielding clouds revealed.

sunset at its peak


a quiet work of art
swathing both a remorse
and an forgotten ache
rekindled by a desire to possess.

sunset's reflection on the sand


subtle shimmer of hope
moving slowly, almost fading
from the rippled water, to sand
to my eagered arms.

slowly fading


a fleeting moment
it was good while it lasts
to describe is much painful
than a quiescent gazing.


fading ball


I watch you fade.

As once again,
—I walk a dark path.

~rayts/011409/insidemysticallore~

Monday, January 12, 2009

Of Silhouette and Sunset

elation!

Charlotte, a friend of mine who works in China, was here a couple of weeks ago. Making the most of her 14-day Christmas vacation in the country, we went to a beach. Not to take a splash really but just to watch the sunset. It was more of a whim on my part than her or Tet who was also with us during the road trip. Our initial plan was to go to Caleruega, and had nowhere to go after that so I suggested that we wind away our time watching the sunset at a nearest beach. It was here that I asked Charl to pose a silhouette for me.

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Every day I wake up and it's Sunday

Whatever's in my head won't go away

The radio is playing all the usual

What's a Wonderwall anyway?

~from Travis' Writing to Reach You~

Monday, December 15, 2008

Sunset in Hai Duong Province is

...both beautiful and complicated.

mad?

I took this shot from inside the coaster while my companions were busy getting some rest after a hectic visit at a nearby village. I've tried every possible position I could just to get a relatively "modest shot" of the sun that looked so full and yellow that late afternoon. I like how it followed and teased my window.

...fading in silence.

mad?

In Hai Duong Province, we visit a People's Committe and its members. The leader spoke in Vietnamese while a lecturer from Hanoi University, interpreted for us. It has been our routine every time we visit a village. Everything has to be said in two languages: in Vietnamese and in English for the benefits of the two groups. People in the village hardly speak English so we need an interpreter everywhere we go. But a Vietnamese speaking in English is (most of the time) difficult to understand too. While the meeting was going on, I decided to walk out without making a scene. I went at the back of the building and spotted two farmers in the field against this beautiful, orangey sunset.

...always beautiful.

mad?

I think I've stayed too much at the back that one of my colleagues spotted me from where I stood and informed me that we're leaving already. The place was too beautiful to ignore. And this shot could not even justify what I've seen. I look at my arm and saw the orangey reflection of the sun on my skin.

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Thursday, July 10, 2008

I think it's natural for every one to be a vagabond occasionally

yellow sun

That day—I sat the Indian style,
on the moist grass in front of a yellow, cold beam.
I was in control, in silence facing the dying light
yellow, red, orange—they seem to slowly fade.

Streak, seeping through my eyes trying not to blink
wanting to see everything from here, to now
I need to see everything.

Slowly, the sun goes down the beam fading
I am fading.

- raytsdc (8/20/05)
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[fragments of thoughts...]

...he was smiling the whole time while i talk. like a smirk that he tries to hide whenever i notice him. he was good at hiding. but he can never fool me. not this time. i knew the reason behind those smiles. heck, i really wanted to smile back.

...sometimes, i get (really) affected by what other people have to say about me. how can i not? they expect too much.

...i am climbing the mountain not to swank. while others need the adventure, i need this for my own privation. adventure only comes second. plus, what's better than climbing a peak with your best buddy, right? the only person who (i think) knows me best.

...i won't be in the office for a few days. i am off to the south again. so, no update until then.

Monday, June 23, 2008

Not seeing you doesn't mean I don't think about you

sunset from the window

It helps that my working space is just next to the rooftop. I get a lot of the view.

Once in awhile you just need to go out, look around and find that little beauty lying there, patiently.

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Monday, November 26, 2007

Phnom Bakheng: Crazy about the sunset

First, some the interesting facts:

  • Phnom Bakheng literally means “a temple on top of a mountain”.
  • Built in the late 9th or early 10th century by Jacawarman I.
  • Consists of 5 successive rows with 12 sanctuaries each.
  • Known for the Royal Linga which is a phallic symbol of the King in his divine state.
  • State temple of the first capital of Angkor after moving it from Roulous.
  • The temple is made of all natural stone.
  • The temple was used as an observation post by the Cambodian armed forces.

After the Angkor Wat, I believe that the next best temple to feature is the Phnom Bakheng. I wouldn’t say it’s my favorite temple out of the many we’ve visited for three days but I have to say, it’s the most memorable one. We climbed it twice! :-)

The temple is known for its sunset that it has become an official part of every tourist's itinerary. Before the day ends, automatically, the tuk-tuk driver would bring you to its entrance, which is the start of the long trail all the way up to that little hill where the temple was built on.

view of the Angkor Wat

View of the Angkor Wat from the top of the Phnom Bakheng.

We climbed the temple on the first day, which was part of the original itinerary, but the sky poured some showers on us so we lost hope of getting a view of the sunset. Due to my ill-fated frustration of not having to see the sunrise in Angkor Wat, I insisted that we go there again on the second day. Missing the sunrise is enough, I wouldn’t let this chance pass without having to see the sunset.

elephant ride

Climb up the hill by riding the elephant for $15. Looks fun isn't?

a monk

I spotted this monk who seems to be enjoying his moment of solitude.

From the top, the temple offers a spectacular view of the jungle and the Angkor Wat. It’s easy to imagine what the place was like during its early times when you are on top of the tower enjoying the view and the sucking into the silence. You can feel the touch of the cold wind just as you reached the top. When we climbed it on the first day, we were the only tourists there so we were able to enjoy both the view and the silence that this place has to offer. Our second climb was totally a different story all together.

kids drawing

A group of kids making themselves busy by drawing and talking to the tourists. I am assuming, they are waiting for the sunset too. I approached them after I took this shot. The girl with the colorful sweater (2nd from right) gave me a piece of what she was drawing. A souvenir of some sort. She drew me a queen.

Phnom Bakheng becomes sort of a pit stop for every tourist, a chance to meet people while resting and waiting for the sundown. So obviously, the crowd starts to get heavy during the late afternoon. Did I say crowded? Hmm, just wanted to make sure I emphasize the word.

group of monks

A group of monks gather at the back of the brick towers of Phnom Bakheng. They easily stand in the crowd because of the orange robes that they wear. Tourists started to take photos of them that it has become a little pictorial after the sunset.

Phnom Bakheng is built on a hillock but even so, climbing to the top is one heck of job. It was exhausting! One can actually save oneself from the exhaustion by riding the elephant all the way to the top of the hill for $15, which some of the tourists did. There are two pathways actually, one for the elephant riders on the right and one for those who will climb by foot on the left side.

photographers

Just to give you an idea of how big the crowd is. I was in front of the line, I took a moment to look back and found these sunset enthusiasts capturing their own moment.

photographers2

Aside from waiting and taking photos of the sunset, people-watching has also become part of the attraction. Compared to Angkor Wat, it is easy meeting people here since everyone is confined in one elevated spot only. Getting a good spot for photography is unbelievably difficult. ;-(

Knowing us, we chose the latter. Well, except for Lyn (who whined the whole time we were climbing and just opted to talk to the Koreans to pass the time), Oki and I were pretty much used to climbing mountain and traversing rough road with high elevation. Climbing Phnom Bakheng and climbing Mount Ampacao of Sagada is not even near to a close call. But I guess it becomes exhausting because going up the mountain is usually the last part of the itinerary and people are already tired after visiting all the other temples.

sunset1

A closer look at the quality of the dying sun.

sunset2

Sunset using one of the towers as frame.

sunset3

I copied this shot from a girl who is in front of me. She's also using Nikon dSLR with a much better telephoto lens. I took a peek at every shot she makes and left me with an envious look.

sunset4

Sunset, almost saying its goodbye to us. Being a sunset maniac like me, I have to see it in its culminating stage. Picture it every step of the way.

girls in their hats

Yak yak yaka yak Tibet. Love this kiddo's shirt. He was not pointing at the sunset. He was just pointing at the sky. Maybe he is seeing something that is way beyond my eyesight.

The hike would take 10-15 minutes, depending on one’s capacity. We saw really old people climbing up to the temple by foot so there was no reason not to go there and beat the odds. We came to the temple (almost) the same time that the elephants arrived. Heya! After the trek, we saw the temple and readied ourselves for another hike at the top. The risk comes with the actual climbing those steep, dangerous staircase leading to the top tower.

Going up to the temple is easier, going down is much tougher. Aside from the fact that it was getting darker and there were a horde of people wanting to go down all at the same time, the steep staircase was becoming more difficult to step on. It could not even accommodate half of my foot!

going down

A horde of people going down from the temple. By the time we started going down the hill, it was dark already. Here's a funny story, just as we were going down, some dropped a smelly bomb. Oh boy, I almost fell down on my butt from laughing. I was speaking in Tagalog asking Oki who did that! (Alangya, dun pa umutot, nyahaha!)

So what can I say about the sunset at Phom Bakheng?

I have four words for you: It is an overstatement. I mean, don’t get me wrong. A sunset is still a sunset and people who are crazy about it (including me) wouldn't make a mumble when they see the orangey ball popping out from the clouds.

People just wanted to see it, take a picture of it, maybe display it on their freindster account or use it as desktop wallpaper, or whatever. But like I always say, sunsets are different. The quality speaks for itself. The difference lies on the person who views it.

Enjoying the sunset is not the same as enjoying a movie or watching two people come together and talk. It comes with that special moment of seeing the wonders of nature unfold before your very eyes. It comes with that little pinch of happiness that you get after you've seen the sun coming to its culminating stage and that feeling of fulfillment when its warm streaks start to touch your face. When that particular moment comes, you yourself could say, "Ah it' s beautiful!"

I could be fooling myself here. I tend to romanticize things. But that is what I really look forward to when I watch the sundown. The feeling that comes out of it. Let us just say, there are better sunset somewhere else. But I guess, I got what I came there for. Sunset all the way!

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